Noticing what may be a form of separation anxiety... (there was this thing about agorophobia, not comfortable going out from the house)... but I notice that I an a bit tense going out, expecting to be asked where I am going, how long, why, etc... and of course, that I am leaving, perhaps for no purpose at all and with complete disregard for anyone who is not coming and I'm not really inviting anyone, I'm going out, by myself...