I run away

I run away from all the people who find fault with me, who may care for me but only grudgingly, wishing I could be someone else, something better, do something more for them, and I cannot, and I run away. I go away, I do not want to be there. I'd rather be alone.
So, joy. I can have it. I can't necessarily share it. Fair enough.
So, A. cares for me, but she really does want so much more. Not a choice for her, but something she is a bit more compelled toward, against her best wishes. I don't want to the that object.

benedictine visit and the baseline

for jeannette who I often love, audio

jounal entry 1

who knows
there should be a picture in here

one
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Girl at party

girl at party :-)
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spring 2005 farmhouse

spring farmhouse 2005
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Future burt condo.... nearby

One like this, please, circa 2006
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Pontoon!

the boating set... on Hummascwannawumma river, setting out for adventure.
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Ahab in Lutz

older and wiser now, Ahab finds joy in Lutz... ever joined to the water
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Property Guarded by Trained Turtle

beware of turtle
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saying bye bye from the door

the valencias at home
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interesting house design, lutz

collage
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Off to Costa Rica!

It's a year and a half and the farm house, which was to be complete September, 2003, is not yet done. Tom will come to look at put it out for rent. I was thinking about entries in the journal, that they lack what makes a journal interesting: some direction, some adventure, instead of the day by day notes.
Thus. I't'll be close to two years for a 3 month project.